Monday, December 21, 2009

BING BLANG BLAOWW...!

hey all.. whats uppppppp

i havent been playing much poker lately.. just going to the gym alot, and doing other stuff.. when i do get on.. usually its late at night and there hasnt been too many games running at the site i am currently playing at. anyways.. ive still put in about 15k hands this month which im pretty happy with. obv been running good and was able to ship me a nice 50 buys last month. hehe what can i say God loves me :) im sure big downswing is around the corner though :p

i ll be leaving to cuba for a vacation in 1hour..flight is at 8am and i ll have to leave the house at 5am with no sleep.. sigh.. gonna need drugs to keep me up first day.. lol //right now..im just super bored.. been trying to waste time at home doing absolutely nothing.. reading nvg, bbv and playing games on my iphone for couple of hours now.. im about to go crazy. gonna order some liquor as soon as i get on the plane and pass out.. then i ll be in the sun for a good 7 days! fuck canada and cold!

when i get back.. hopefully i can put in some decent amount of hands before i have to go out for new years.. prob take first week of 2010 off and play some live donkaments at niagara.. they have 1k and 2k and 5k buy ins.. im not a huge fan of donkaments.. but i guess its nice to work on my live game once in a while.. i absolutely cannot play live cashgames.. no matter what stakes.. it just drives me crazy coz the action is just so slow.. even though i have had extremely good results playing higher stake cashgames live. this will probably be my first few decent sized prizepool live tournament.. i hope i can ship one of these.. but i know.. im gonna play better than everyone.. get huge stack frm beginnign till bubble.. blidns go up and i lose 1-2 flip where i cant fold.. and im out and tell myself im never playing donkament again. sigh.. its so sad how much publicity and respect u get for winning such a crap shoot. lemme win ONE TIME! if i have a good month until mid january i ll prob take another break and go to australia for a bit.. prob stay at my uncles or something.. grind online there.. and maybe participate in some aussie millions... ONE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ok thats is all for now

GL at the tables.. and may all your draws hit and all their draws miss.

ciao.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Hi all, back to bloggin.

hi all, whats upppppppppp

i had the blog closed coz i been really buzy wit skoolz and other shit in life that i didnt really have time to keep blog updated regularly.. but now that i ve dropped out of skool, i decided its not a bad idea to ramble abt stupid shit off my head whenever i feel like it.

so.. not moch has happened since my last post, i decided early in the year that I waz gonna take a break frm poker and get back into studying a little bit.. and I did for about two months..but it got a little too hectic and ofc i decided to drop out.. yet again. Its really hard to split focus and do two things at once.. doing both things half ass is basically the worst thing u can do. kinda forgot that focusing on one thing and getting epic at it has always been my motto in life lol. anywayz, other than school, life has been pretty repetitive and its kinda been depressing lately.. nothings better than a vacation when u kno life is on a perma-downswing so im gonna be heading to cuba for a week on 21st and then vegas for new years... also planning to visit my uncle in australia during aussie millions.. mabe i ship donkament.. one time?

as for what im going to do wit my life from now.. i am probably just gonna grind as much as possible.. i dont see myself going back to school and i dont see myself working in an office job.. so for now.. nit it up in life, stack as much $ as possible and becoming a successful investor/landlord in the future is my current plan in life as i also dont see myself playing poker for the rest of my life either. yaaaaa... :-/

poker has been very good, i basically took first like 5-6 months of this year off..took this time to do some investing but thats off topic so i wont discuss it yet. since ive came back, i played abt 1/3 of the hands i played last year.. and interestingly enough my results has been exactly 1/3 of last years results lol. i think it took me a few thousand hands to get back into it but i feel that the long break actually made me a better player as im able to think more clearly and reason better through each hand.
will post some hands and graphs and etc etc in upcoming posts.. just too lazy right now to look thru holdem manager

ok. few things off my head in point form.
1. start appreciating the value of money whether u can afford it or not. AKA. im going life nit.
2. set goals, self develop. life without goals is just depressing as fuck as u wake up looking forward to nothing.
3. travel
4. improve my poker game. coz once u start thinking u r the best is when u stop getting better. be humble and GRIND.
5. play at least 30k hands per month.. i know its nothing but my 100k+ hands/month days are over.. i just cant do it anymore.

thnx for reading

and gl at the tables and life.

-gosu